Ray called me today. I was texting so my phone accidentally picked up for about five seconds. I panicked and hung up on him. He called me right back, left a message. I want to get the hell out of here, live in a forest somewhere he'll never find me, throw all my electronic devices in a volcano. I don't know how else to deal with this right now. Last night I drank too much and ran into this guy who stood me up a couple times in April. He tried to act like we were friends and I walked away without a word, felt fucking terrible. I had another drink and I missed Ray but I knew it was a bad idea. It took him a couple years somehow, but he finally hurt me past the point I can forgive. What a guy.

Here's an email he sent me last week. What is his damn problem?

I hope when you saw the sunset it was warm on your heart and your smile
got to feel the suns last kiss before night. Your spirit is a gift  to
this planet and I am so glad to have spent minutes with you dear
Megan....xoxo...me